So I'm in Chicago....

Yeah so I'm in Chicago. Don't have a place yet, job search is going okay. I just keep letting myself get overwhelmed with an almost lack of direction. So many options, and my normally decisive brain starts to freak out. Only because every choice I make now is gonna affect me for quite some time. Where I live: I might have to sign a lease for anywhere from 6 months to a year (whoa thats a damn commitment) , where I work : determines where I can freaking take myself and determines my limits, who I make friends with : controls the beginning of my social networking in chicago and maybe beyond. Its lonely too! I feel like everyone here is dez's friend and I'm left as just joe. I know its all just because I'm new here but dizzam! It just would be nice to have a friend to confide in. On the upside I booked a hair show, and a spot as an extra in an independent film :). I'll add photos when i get my power cord for my laptop (which I left in savannah like a fool). Oh and I figured out how to handle my medical stuff wooo! I'm just whining because I want a hug, and I'm quiting smoking and its not easy!

P.S I met someone, but I don't think this someone is into me. Lame right? This feels like high school , yup deff lame.