Where has my ambition gone? I seriously used to have enough for me and five other people. I could blame the events of my recent past for leaving me feeling defeated, but I only want to blame myself. I just can't seem to get myself into gear. It really does feel pointless, but at the same time everyone else's rocket seems to be taking off. Which should fuel my fire but instead only makes me linger in the dark longer. I've got to figure this out with a quickness. I can't keep living my life like this. Its just lazy.
